[ his smile falters then - and it steadily drops off, gaze dropping to the ground ]
. . . Something unnatural . . . No, not to say such creatures defy nature, but rather - something like that, so starkly against my own nature - to have such parasitic urges -
[ half-echoing him ] It is difficult. It is only knowing that it is temporary, and that I will be prevented from doing genuine harm, that allows me to stay as calm as this. Otherwise...
[ biting her lower lip a moment ] ...Ah, it would be too like how things were in that House, being myself and not myself.
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Re: Monster Bingo: Lucifel
. . . Something unnatural . . . No, not to say such creatures defy nature, but rather - something like that, so starkly against my own nature - to have such parasitic urges -
To say the least - . . . It was difficult.
Re: Monster Bingo: Lucifel
It is only knowing that it is temporary, and that I will be prevented from doing genuine harm, that allows me to stay as calm as this. Otherwise...
[ biting her lower lip a moment ] ...Ah, it would be too like how things were in that House, being myself and not myself.
Re: Monster Bingo: Lucifel
. . . Mmmm.
So, I'm counting my blessings. This could have easily been something like that, but our hosts have decided against it -
I'll be grateful for that much, and wait for the game to end. So, it's alright. Isn't it?